yay i adjusted my slping time alr. after one day of not slping, im finally able to slp arnd 2-3! i'm alr quite slpy now but i probably cant cos of another gastric attack. =\ had one arnd this time ytd too. sianz after a mth of lacuna in my gastric days. but i guess this one is mild compared to ytd's. haha. guess my no-appetite-ness is too much for my stomach to take. it helped me lose like a couple of kg la. lol. but at least it's getting better, from 0.5 meal a day to 2 meals now. almost normal.

o i juz emailed my resume to 4 companies! hope at least one get through. my $ is really like an all-time low alr. and the damn adult fare is not helping. but i wan to start work after i settle my army stuff. hope i get my enlistment date soon and it isnt too late. a little worried abt it. imagine it's too late for me to attend uni after im out. like omg. waste one yr for nth. no way im gonna have that.

it's like so.. friable. but anything, unconditionally.