omg. i juz had a nightmare, as in not those monsters, ghosts kind. my dreams are always based on reality. like abt ppl arnd me, sch, etc. usually recent happenings or events/ppl that have been on my mind. and the dream i juz had is really.. er.. like OMFG if it is to happen in reality. i would probably breakdown if it was to. i was so, so relieved when i opened my eyes. i guess my brain tot it was real cos i was still feeling sad and hurt even after i woke up. but i guess there's still a possibility of it happening...

haiz. i guess dreams are like a double-edged sword. i had dreams that i hope they will become real. dreams that im so sianz to wake up from. dreams i know aint gonna happen. things can nvr be so smooth for me. not being pessimistic but.. my life has been like this. hahaha. alright, juz being emo. but at least they allow me to have a taste of what is out of reach here.

o and i got a call from one of the companies i mailed ytd! woot. job, job, job. hahaha. going for interview tmr. hope i can get it.

if only dreams were to invade reality. if only there were no boundaries to reality's edge. then maybe... maybe...