wednesday was a depressing day. set me thinking. time was given. wasted it tho. as always. i have like zero self-discipline la.

thurs. had second round of selections. 153 avg. damn disappointing. 150+ avg again. most of us didnt bowl well tho, like last time. roll-off is like a curse for me. for low scoring.

ponned sch today. wanted to study. end up slping and slacking. where's my sense of urgency?! i totally lost it. im like totally cant be bothered with common tests la. only started studying a little today. perhaps someone shld start introducing the remedials to me in advance.

death.
we are all so weak.
eternal goodbye.
there's no time to deny.
everything just has to go away.
while the last second continues to be history.

it doesnt' matter anymore.

life.
these are our lives.
manipulation?
break the silence.
beyond humanity's edge.
however powerless we are, in the hands of time.

死亡，只是一瞬间