ytd blogger was down! cant rmb what i wanted to blog alr. anws sch these few days are better. after lectures resume and everyone is back. o well.. the ponning spree starts again. haha. bowling "meetings".

had pe lesson today. and omg, i grew by 1 cm! hahahaha. 172 sounds so much better than the 170, which i tot would be my final height. lol. but its impossible to hit my dream 175 alr. haiz. nvm.. height is just a number! noooo. im NOT deceiving myself! and i gain 1 kg too. =\ muz be due to the 1cm growth eh. lol.

and my stamina decreased too. so much for not exercising for 2 mths. i can forget abt my 9 mins. i doubt my lungs, heart and legs would even allow me to hit 10 now. sianz. nvm. im motivated to train alr. i will improve all results that im able to show. bowling, studies, running etc. for some particular reason. to show that im better off without you.

12th is coming soon. hope i will be normal on that day. haha. tho im almost sure im got over it. whack me if i get too emo eh. eh.. erm.. maybe not. i got a bad feeling abt that. haha. my skin colour might juz turn blue-black. wah. maybe i will be tanned for once.


错了吗? 人生中的戏弄 为何紧握的都散去？
为离去的背影所流下的无数流动的液体的意义
留下的痕迹，因为带有悲伤所以美丽 吾手所不能磨灭
此时只能回味，和聆听， 没有你呼吸声的沉默
不愿堕落；唯恐深夜，睡着的心
爱是邂逅到分离，非永不熄灭的灯火
明明约好一起永远
永恒隔离， 天与地的爱情故事
是否想拥有的都无法拥有
爱始终无法战胜时间
为何明知没有续路，我却依然张望着

haiz. got emo when i tot of the 12th and wrote that shit. shld have posted this on the day itself but i scared it might all come back if i dun treat it like a normal day. and i tot i got over it. i still get occasional emo periods. other than that.. i shld be alright le ba.

my new resolution is stop getting emo over this again! forget it dom! u will find the one soon! haha.